but...

but did you know
my mind is
broken

but did you know
it cant
be fixed

but did you know
it is in so many pieces
nobody could ever recover all of me

but did you know
im
sorry

but did you know
this is
my fault

but did you know
that i never
really tried in the first place

but did you know
recovery never
once appealed to me

but did you know
i'd rather be
dead than alive

but did you know
i'm this much
of a goner