blind

all that this
has done to me
is made me a liar

turned my smiles
into curses
turned my eyes
into lampshades

and the light
will never turn off
no matter how hard
i try, it wont
go away again

i long for the
dark, this light
is too bright,
blinding me

i am blind
to everything but
sight

a waste of space
spilling out
pointless words
and curses

set my mind
on fire and
let it burn out
so i can feel
my eyes again