labyrinth

my mind
is a labyrinth
a maze
and i am running
turning corner
after corner
after corner
and i am panicking now
because i am going in circles
and every dead end that i come to
adds to my fear

fear that it is all my fault
fear that i cant help them
fear that it will be my fault
fear that i shouldnt even try

but i keep running

i dont really know why

but i keep running

trying again and again and again

to find my way out

i dont know if it will happen

a lot of days i lose hope

but some days

i find it

and it leads me closer

but a lot of days

i wonder

if the fire in my brain is just stalling

because it does not want

to go out