volcano

i feel
my lungs
collapse
with every breath
i struggle to
take

do you know
how frustrating
it is
to not have
any idea
what to do
to not know
what you want
to fight yourself
from thinking 
"lies"?

its like
my heart
is a volcano
that wont stop
erupting

making my entire
body
shake and
tremble
forcing out
scathing ideas
and burning my
head
forcing out dumb
lies and 
unknown
foreign strategies

my heart volcano
hurts
everyone
that i love

and i cant stop it