Monday, August 18, 2014

nightmare

i had a nightmare
the other night

a black figure
i could barely see
tackled me to the ground
on concrete
thick strong concrete
knocked the air from my lungs

took me by the head
and said "do us all a favor"
took my head
and before i knew it
he was slamming it into the ground
repeatedly
and i didnt say a word
i just felt
and hurt
then i laid on the distant floor
my head buzzing
unmoving
waiting for his next hit
and he kicked me
until i woke up

and i realized
this is what i want
to happen to me

i dont want
to kill myself
i want someone
to do what i cant

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