two of me inside

my soul is sick.

it does not know

right from wrong anymore

it flips things up

on me

my therapist said

that i'm good at bullying myself

it's not me,

though, it's adolf.

but at the same time

adolf is me.

i hate myself

so much.

i dont know

if it's possible

for someone

to hate themselves

even more

than i do.