in july
i decided i didnt like capital letters.
that it was too much work
to make my words
become something they weren't.
professional.
neat.
sane.
like my thoughts
that race through my mind
every day
my words are lower case
holding all that i am
holding onto the idea
that i can become myself again
pull my pieces back into place
start to stitch up my hands
that once pulled me all apart
i have to do this
for everyone who saw me break
for everyone who grabbed my hands
before i shattered
more of myself.
im the only one who can do it
and im the only one who cant
its a struggle
that i dont fight alone
for one day
i will be whole again
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