under control

does "under control" even exist?
billions of people, thoughts shift

this is not a gift;
[this unholy terror]
of misunderstanding
leading many to madness
too many to sadness
spending too much time
trying to create balance
that is already there
but invisible;
[indivisible]
with liberty & justice
for all, but your mind
& how it reaches far beyond
the limits of freedom
stretching, exhausting
tearing apart all that makes you;
[you.]
run with it
stop focusing on "under control"
your control
is already there
you do not need approval;
your mind is a flower -
& do not tell me
that is gay
because gay
has always meant happy
& happy
is something that
[all of us deserve]

believe it or not.